He was sitting on his bed in his room, thinking about the most painful method to commit suicide.......................
When in distress or when depressed ,people often use the phrase "LIFE SUCKS". He was one of those countless maniacs who were trying to run away from the reality of life. He depended on everything which he thought would relax his pressure and bring some peace to his mind. He drank, he smoked , shouted at his loved ones,complained about almost everything that has happened to him and cursed everything, both living and non living around him.Yes he was on the verge of losing someone who was precious to him .
But was he doing the right thing?
Even for him the answer was a big emphatic "NO"!!!
He had everything and still has most of them.It was his deeds which brought him to this situation.He was an above average student at school,a dear son to his loving parents,a dear brother to his wonderful brother,best friend for most of his friends and the best part was that he loved himself a lot. Then what made him the pathetic individual he was today? It was his deeds.... his unforgivable deeds!!!
He always disbelieved his thoughts.He was always a guy struck by inferiority complex. He always had a feeling that his actions were wrong. He never made the right decisions at the right time.After entering his college life he wanted to be noted in the campus.It happened, but of course in the negative sense. He was previously addicted to dance and music. There he got addicted so many other "stuff". He depended on many "great friends" who added to his misery and made him a nerdy loser at college. But even to his conscience, he was to be blamed ,as no one forced him to be a nerdy loser. It was his choice or his stubbornness to always go against his Dad's & Mom's will ,because he thought that he was admitted at a college which he did not like.
Actually there was nothing wrong with the college,it was his hallucination that the college was a prison and that he was a prisoner.
He reacted in the worst possible ways and actually became a prisoner , a prisoner who was given a life sentence for his negativity by his own conscience.
In between all these melodrama he fell in love with a girl, who changed his life. She came to his life at the worst possible scenario and improved it with her love.He started depending on her for everything in his life.But still his past haunted him. When it came to a marriage proposal at her home his past was recalled by her parents and she was forced to let him go. He tried all ways possible to wipe out his past but was not successful. The guy who never prayed with his heart started praying or rather begging to God to bring her back.
He was standing at the height of helplessness ,regretting the unchangeable past ,confused to the core in the present and staring at an inevitable future.........
His parents were also against him even though his Dad who always had belief in him, in spite of his deeds was supporting him. His Dad asked him to live but he had other ideas.He had decided to end his life. He was sitting on his bed in his room and was thinking about the most painful method to commit suicide.........
Suddenly he was startled by a loud music.....it was the ringtone of his mobile. He had forgotten to switch it off before his final act. He cursed himself and took it on his hand to switch it off.But he was amazed to see that it was her who was calling him. With a shivering thumb he pressed the accept button.From the other end it was her sound.He was very happy to hear her sound as it had been a longtime since he had heard from her.She told him that things have become okay at her home and her parents and relatives have agreed upon accepting him and they wanted to talk with his parents.
He was overjoyed on hearing this and the only thing that came out of his mouth was "I LOVE YOU DEAR".
His whole past flashed before his eyes that night. He promised to himself and God that he will never repeat his mistakes.Now he had to convince his Mom,which was not an easy task but definitely possible.
Because....
.
.
.
Life has given him a second chance !!!!!! And he was prepared to use it in the right way.........And he was sure that he will succeed !!!!!!
Life does that to everyone. It is us who make it prosperous or ruin it.Its all about us ,our choices,our decisions,our perceptions and our attitude.If everything is positive we will never have to use the phrase "LIFE SUCKS"
When in distress or when depressed ,people often use the phrase "LIFE SUCKS". He was one of those countless maniacs who were trying to run away from the reality of life. He depended on everything which he thought would relax his pressure and bring some peace to his mind. He drank, he smoked , shouted at his loved ones,complained about almost everything that has happened to him and cursed everything, both living and non living around him.Yes he was on the verge of losing someone who was precious to him .
But was he doing the right thing?
Even for him the answer was a big emphatic "NO"!!!
He had everything and still has most of them.It was his deeds which brought him to this situation.He was an above average student at school,a dear son to his loving parents,a dear brother to his wonderful brother,best friend for most of his friends and the best part was that he loved himself a lot. Then what made him the pathetic individual he was today? It was his deeds.... his unforgivable deeds!!!
He always disbelieved his thoughts.He was always a guy struck by inferiority complex. He always had a feeling that his actions were wrong. He never made the right decisions at the right time.After entering his college life he wanted to be noted in the campus.It happened, but of course in the negative sense. He was previously addicted to dance and music. There he got addicted so many other "stuff". He depended on many "great friends" who added to his misery and made him a nerdy loser at college. But even to his conscience, he was to be blamed ,as no one forced him to be a nerdy loser. It was his choice or his stubbornness to always go against his Dad's & Mom's will ,because he thought that he was admitted at a college which he did not like.
Actually there was nothing wrong with the college,it was his hallucination that the college was a prison and that he was a prisoner.
He reacted in the worst possible ways and actually became a prisoner , a prisoner who was given a life sentence for his negativity by his own conscience.
In between all these melodrama he fell in love with a girl, who changed his life. She came to his life at the worst possible scenario and improved it with her love.He started depending on her for everything in his life.But still his past haunted him. When it came to a marriage proposal at her home his past was recalled by her parents and she was forced to let him go. He tried all ways possible to wipe out his past but was not successful. The guy who never prayed with his heart started praying or rather begging to God to bring her back.
He was standing at the height of helplessness ,regretting the unchangeable past ,confused to the core in the present and staring at an inevitable future.........
His parents were also against him even though his Dad who always had belief in him, in spite of his deeds was supporting him. His Dad asked him to live but he had other ideas.He had decided to end his life. He was sitting on his bed in his room and was thinking about the most painful method to commit suicide.........
Suddenly he was startled by a loud music.....it was the ringtone of his mobile. He had forgotten to switch it off before his final act. He cursed himself and took it on his hand to switch it off.But he was amazed to see that it was her who was calling him. With a shivering thumb he pressed the accept button.From the other end it was her sound.He was very happy to hear her sound as it had been a longtime since he had heard from her.She told him that things have become okay at her home and her parents and relatives have agreed upon accepting him and they wanted to talk with his parents.
He was overjoyed on hearing this and the only thing that came out of his mouth was "I LOVE YOU DEAR".
His whole past flashed before his eyes that night. He promised to himself and God that he will never repeat his mistakes.Now he had to convince his Mom,which was not an easy task but definitely possible.
Because....
.
.
.
Life has given him a second chance !!!!!! And he was prepared to use it in the right way.........And he was sure that he will succeed !!!!!!
Life does that to everyone. It is us who make it prosperous or ruin it.Its all about us ,our choices,our decisions,our perceptions and our attitude.If everything is positive we will never have to use the phrase "LIFE SUCKS"
